18 June 2006 @ 01:21 pm
 



Fanfiction archive of Life_giver


An Cafe


Title: Hideaway
Pairing: Kanon/Bou
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Kanon had become addicted to this, would stay inside of their world forever if he could, just making love…was that the word for it?

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Dir en grey


Title: Hotel Sex
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Kyo/Shinya, Toshiya/Shinya, Kaoru/Toshiya.
Summary:Well just read the title, it's basically little Shinya being introduced into the world of pleasure....and in what better place than a hotel room?

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Title: The silence that pervades
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya, Kaoru/Toshiya/Shinya, Kyo/Shinya
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After Shinya opens his life up to a world of sex and desire, emotions run wild and feelings are hurt. Nothing comes without consequence……
Sequel to: Hotel Sex

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Title: The best of you
Pairing: Kaoru/Toshiya
Rating: Overall NC-17
Summary: With the departure of La:sadies’ bassist and the ruin of Kaoru’s band, Kaoru comes upon a different type of bassist one night that might just change the fate of the broken band’s future and Kaoru’s overall lifestyle, but it’s not a given if the change for Kaoru is a good one or a bad one….

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Title: Marionette
Pairing: Kyo/Toshiya
Rating: Hard R
Warnings: I have heavy warnings on this story because of the dark nature of it. The theme is somewhat graphic and if blood or attempted suicide is not your cup of tea, I wouldn’t suggest reading this.
Summary: Kyo was a marionette to everything and everyone around him, to fame and love, but most of all he was a marionette to Toshiya. Kyo had no power any longer to fix what had been broken so many years ago, it was all in Toshiya’s hands. Toshiya pulled a string and raised Kyo’s lips to his, he pulled another string and Kyo opened his mouth to say ‘I love you’ and then he set Kyo aside for more interesting things without ever glancing at the mess scattered around them, a mess that would never be willingly cleaned up by Toshiya‘s pretty hands.

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Gazette



Title: Until tomorrow
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha (Mentionings of other pairings as well)
Rating: Overall NC-17
Summary: Uruha has always been strange in Aoi’s eyes, but when he gets caught up in Uruha’s web of peculiarity, he finds he can’t escape, and in some ways…maybe he doesn’t want to.

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Title: Porn video
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha, slight Reita/Ruki and heavy mentions of Miyavi/Kai (mkay?)
Rating: Definitely NC-17
Warnings: Porn…and uh crude language and humor?
Summary: Who knew making porn could be so much fun?

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Title: Dirty satisfaction
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Yes I have warnings on this one. Dirty language, toys, rimming, oral, anal
Summary: “I’m your lover Aoi, I want to please you and satisfy you in every way imaginable, and if that means fulfilling fantasies then that’s what I’ll do.”


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Title: Glass angels
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha, mention of another pairing
Rating: A hard R
Summary: They were perfect sculptures of smooth bodies and flawless faces, glass angels in a glass case, untouchable to everyone but themselves.



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Title: To let go
Pairing(s): Reita/Uruha, Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Summary: He would give up everything to save them. Reita would have to release his hand and Aoi would have to step away. But in letting something you love go, it’s said….if it comes back, it’s real…there’s something unbreakable there.


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Title: Chimera
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: Mild R
Disclaimer: Boys belong to themselves, no one else, especially not me.
Summary: I can see myself with you in those deep, alluring eyes of yours, but then you close them and we’re gone. Chimera….we’re only dreaming aren’t we?


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Title: Oasis
Pairing(s): Aoi/Uruha/Kai
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Bad language, pornish situations. It’s a threesome so just tack any warnings to this story that go with threesomes and porn haha
Summary: It felt nice to be wanted this way, to feel as if he had a place to escape to when he needed some relief from the world. They had suddenly become an oasis in the harsh dessert called reality.

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Title: Slow Decay
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: Hard R (because of character death and other sensitive situations.)
Warnings: I have to tack a big warning on this one because this is a death fic and it does deal with a touchy situation so don’t even try reading this if you don’t like dark, depressing stories.
Summary: If I had been different, if you had been unrelenting maybe our lives could have taken a different course…maybe….I would be lying in bed with you, naked, and hugging your milky skin to my body now instead of kneeling on the hard ground letting myself decay to be with you.


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Title : Intricate Affairs
Pairing(s): Aoi/Kai/Uruha and mentions of Reita/Ruki
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: The same warnings as the last story, some bad language, pornish situations, and a threesome.
Summary: This whole affair was so intricate in it’s design that Kai wasn’t sure he would ever really understand it or learn all there was to know about it. But at least he was a part of it with the two people he cared for more than anything in the world.
Sequel to: Oasis

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Title: A second chance
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Rating:NC-17
Warnings: Bad language, dirty sex in a bathroom, that sort of stuff
Summary: They had these brief, intense encounters and then they went home to arms that neither of them truly had a passion for. That was all there was to their story because Aoi had screwed up and Uruha never gave second chances.

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Title : New heights
Pairings: Uruha/Aoi/Kai, Aoi/Ruki/Uruha/Reita/Kai
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Once again, bad language, threesome, and for once I can say band orgy in some form or other.
Summary: He had decided that he would experiment with each and every single fetish with Uruha and Aoi that he’d ever kept at the back of his mind. He would bring them all to new, dangerous, and exciting heights together and he knew that that was just what his lovers wanted of him.
Notes: This is the third story following Oasis
and Intricate Affairs

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Title: Hatsu-Yume
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: R-NC17 (for later parts)
Summary: Sometimes the things we love and covet the most are the biggest secrets we will ever keep. Sometimes the heart loves what it cannot help but to love and worship and these are the types of secrets we expect will never be found. This is agony and ecstasy and fantasy for the blind handing the blind his heart to keep and cherish, hoping against hope that he is handed the same in return.
Notes: This is a follow up of sorts from the one shot I wrote some time ago. This will be a chapter story tracing that one-shot to a conclusion.

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Title : Beautiful stranger
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Summary: We are the ones people desire and fear and lust after. We give in only to take back and walk away, leaving a trail of destruction in our wake. That is the only thing I can sympathize with you on because you’re still only a stranger to me…a beautiful, androgynous stranger.

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Title: Snowed in
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: There’s no warning I can tack on this story that isn’t already included in an NC-17 fic unless you’re squeamish about rimming o.0
Summary: A midnight snowstorm threatens to strand the band in the middle of nowhere which sets off a strange chain of events eventually leading to a night of discovery and exploration.

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Title: The games we play
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Dirty sex. Porn. And all the warning that go with dirty sex and porn.
Summary: The excitement and thrill of having one another where anyone could find them and discover their secret affair was a high that they couldn’t get enough of. It was a game they couldn’t stop playing. It was an obsession, and it gave them gratification like nothing else ever could.

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Title: Bath-time is for lovers
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Every couple had something they did together, something they shared, or looked upon as their ‘thing’. Well Aoi and Uruha’s ‘thing’ was the bathtub, and Uruha was breaking a silent oath by indulging in a bath without Aoi during their time together.

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Title: Answering machine
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Summary: “I guess just to be safe, we need to start treating him a little better. No more sleeping pills or shaving cream in the face, or even making perverted jokes on his behalf. I don’t think anyone’s going to find out…unless they hear that message on your answering machine.”

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Title: One way ticket
Pairing Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Stripping, but don’t let this scare you away, it’s probably not as bad as what you’re thinking lmao
Summary: “I still have to find that out for myself I think…one of these days,” Uruha mussed softly and Aoi felt his hopes falling at the ‘one of these days’ that slipped from Uruha’s plush lips. So he didn’t plan on doing anything right away, but at least the seed had been planted, at least he was ‘thinking’ about running from this place. He just needed a ticket out of here, but Aoi had no idea how he was going to get one. It would be a one way ticket with no turning back but it was a way out of this hellhole and Uruha would need to keep running….and never look back. If only Aoi could help….

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Title: Taking control
Pairings: Kai/Ruki (main pairing) other regular pairings; Aoi/Uruha/Kai, Reita/Ruki, ect.
Rating: NC-17 (most definitely)
Warnings: None really, just a little dominant/submission play, nothing extreme.
Summary: It was true that if he were to learn anything about control, Uruha or Ruki would be the best candidates to teach him. Uruha had never really taken the time to guide him through the motions, he’d only given Kai a brief show with Aoi. But Ruki was offering to ‘teach’ him, and the idea was instantly fascinating.
Notes: This is the fourth story in the series following Oasis

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Title: All for the thrill
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Dirty, porn-ish sex
Summary: If Aoi was truly worried about getting caught, then there was a real sense of danger that gave what they were about to do so much more substance and thrill. They lived for the thrills, and Aoi would soon realize how exhilarating this experience was going to be once Uruha was able to get inside of his pants.
Notes: This is a sequel/companion fic to The games we play but can be read as a stand-alone.

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Title: Settling scores
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: More dirty, porn-ish sex
Summary: He wouldn’t have left the door unlocked for just anyone to walk in since Uruha had shown him that little bit of kindness at his parent’s house. But next time, not if, but when Uruha got him back for this and he was shown no mercy, Uruha would be getting the exact same treatment in return. Perhaps they’d always go in circles around one another ….perhaps they wanted it that way. Settling scores with one another seemed to be the highlight of their life, and what a fun highlight it was.
Notes: This is the third story following The games we play but can be read as a stand-alone.

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Title: Experimentation
Pairings: Uruha/Aoi
Rating: NC-17 most definitely
Summary: Uruha was standing there right in front of him, tempting him with a lilting grin that held too much teasing, and yet….he knew that tonight was Uruha’s night….that Uruha wasn’t his for the taking…..he had agreed to be Uruha’s experimental toy for the entire evening.


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Title: Tell me a secret
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17 (when is it ever not? Taha)
Summary: He wanted Aoi to know him and all of his secrets and everything else he could know about him, because he wanted the same in return from Aoi.

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Title: Lie to me
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha/Reita, Aoi/Uruha, Reita/Uruha
Rating: NC-17 most definitely
Warning:Lots of smut and bad language in this one
Summary: The feeling that had first started as a small twinge in his gut, just a shock of angry surprise, was now a gnawing mass of jealousy and it grew stronger and more tangled and complicated the more he watched them flirt and dangle their relationship in front of him perhaps unconsciously.


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Title: December
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha, Reita/Uruha
Rating: R-NC-17
Warning: None this time around, surprised?
Summary: You seem to have forgotten to take something even more important than the pillow I threw away that morning in a violent, emotional rage. You forgot to take 'me'. The only things you remembered to take with you were your bags and my heart.


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Title: One shot
Pairings: Kai/Uruha/Vodka
Rating: NC-17 (of course?)
Summary: Kai knew that he wanted this, even if it was just for tonight, just one shot, a single heated night tangled in Uruha's limbs.
Notes: Oh hai there. This was written for the challenge over at Uruai. I just couldn't help it when they mentioned Kai+Uruha+Vodka. Epic combination. Plus I just wanted another excuse to write some UruKai porn. Heh.

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Title: Paradox
Pairings: Aoi/Kai/Uruha, Kai/Uruha, Reita/Ruki, various pairings. (Can we say that everyone sleeps with everyone now? taha)
Rating: NC-17
Summary: For the most part they had always been Kai's oasis, but at other times...they were something of a confusing paradox to him. It was a never-ending maze with Uruha and Aoi and Kai found he was still lost in the hedges sometimes, groping blindly, searching for the way that would lead him to all their secrets.
Notes: This is the fifth story in the series following Oasis

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Title: Hide and seek
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Warnings: None....again you say? taha
Rating: R-NC-17 (rating will change from chapter to chapter)
Summary: Chasing you was like chasing the wind, the more I ran after you, the farther away you got. I always ended up empty handed.

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Title: The art of being inconvenient
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Warnings: Nada.
Rating: R
Summary: We both know how inconvenient I really am. I've got it down to an art.

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Title: Leave me
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Warnings: None.
Rating: R
Summary: I relive you with each touch of a hand to my neck, or the smell of fresh linens and sea spray.

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Title: The devil wears Prada, Gucci, and sometimes Dior
Pairings: Reita/Ruki
Warnings: Just language and sexual situations as always.
Rating: NC-17
Notes: Sequel to Don't hesitate & go but could be read as a stand-alone.
Summary: "I'm the devil and for some reason you still want me." Ruki's whispered words against his hip that long ago night had been like fire against his skin, hot and sensual. But the words themselves, what they alluded to, had had Reita holding Ruki away from him, pulling fingers through sweat soaked hair until Ruki was looking up at him as he knelt in front of Reita, ready to defile him.

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Title: Red summer
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Warnings: None
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Things were so black and white now, bled of color, but somehow....their summers had always been red. Uruha remembers each of them, grainy though some of them are. There is always a sense of expectation when the heat rolls in, when they both begin to remember sweaty skin and coconut scented oil, and harsh breathing breaking up the silence of the rice fields.

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Title: The fault lines between us
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Warnings: None
Rating: R-NC-17 (Poetic porn?)
Notes: I began writing this to follow Leave me but it can be read as a stand alone as well.
Summary: There are the same invisible lines running down your face, cracks in your face like the fault lines between us. You try so hard to hide them, to appear whole and well with a smile forcing it's way onto your face, but you can't hide the chips and cracks from me, I know them as intimately as I once knew the insides of your thighs, the secrets of your body.

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Title: The waiting game
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Warnings: Sex and language. Smut...just smut.
Rating: NC-17
Notes: This was written for mtf00gee
Summary: He couldn't wipe the grin from his mouth, hadn't been able to since Uruha had admitted to wanting to fuck him. He'd been smiling like an idiot ever since they'd started this waiting game.

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Title: Initium Novum
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha/Kai, Kai/Uruha, Aoi/Kai, Reita/Ruki, ect.
Warnings: Orgies
Rating: NC-17
Notes: This is the sixth story in the series following Oasis
Summary: "I'm not doing this anymore if you keep pushing me out." He felt his heart contract at the words because he knew they were true no matter how much he loved Uruha and Aoi. He wasn't going to keep killing himself to please other people, even the people who meant the most to him.

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Malice Mizer


Title: Unmasked
Pairing: Gackt/Mana (There are also mentions of Klaha/Mana and Gackt/Hyde)
Rating: Overall NC-17
Summary: Outwardly Mana is what everyone expects him to be, a fragile, emotionless porcelain doll. He himself is convinced there is nothing inside of him until his vocalist sets out to prove him and everyone else wrong, whilst taking the band through it’s grievances and pains and trying to stay together.

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Multiple Bands/crossovers



Title: Life Support
Pairing/Band: Gackt/Hyde (Gacktjob/L’arc en ciel)
Rating: NC-17
Summary: If Hyde was his life support, to let him go would be death wouldn’t it?

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Title: Don't Hesitate & Go
Pairings: Reita/Ruki,Reita/Miyavi
Warnings: Crack pairing? :D
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Reita gave Ruki another critical once over and shook his head as he took another long drink from the bottle and wondered at how one person could drive him bat-shit crazy half of the time, but always on his toes in the most exhilarating of ways the rest of the time, waiting for that next high....that next bit of delusional hope.

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Title: Requiem for the dead
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha, Aoi/Kazuki
Bands: The GazettE/Screw
Warnings: Just language and sexual situations as always.
Rating: NC-17
Notes: Written for the lovely nori_chan412. Because we obviously like our boys jealous and tortured. Same page indeed.
Summary: "Let's go back to bed," Uruha whispers with Aoi's cheek in his marred hand. This is the only thing left to do anymore and so they go back to bed, limbs retracing an old dance, sighs penetrating pillows, with the waltz they're so used to, skipping on the same part, the same tired excuse, his very own requiem for the dead.

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Odds and Ends



Title:Uruha: The Owner’s Guide and Maintenance Manual
Rating: PG
Band: Gazette
Summary: A humorous rendition of a maintenance manual for an Uruha lovedoll.

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Title:Ruki: The Owner’s Guide and Maintenance Manual
Rating: PG
Band: Gazette
Summary: A humorous rendition of a maintenance manual for an Ruki lovedoll. In continuing the Jrock lovedoll line taha

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Fanart



Gazette


This is a fanart by M.Jay (Renata) for the chapter seven kiss of “Until Tommorow”

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This is a fanart named “Night practice” by Aivelin from the guitar scene from Chapter seven of “Until Tommorow”

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This is a humorous/adorable fanart by michiwantsmochi from the one-shot “Porn Video”

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